Plagiarism

all the boys believe she’s a spy
but not in the manner you think
she observes your most savage desires
how at home you appear on the brink

Dreams

Been having really vivid and some disturbing dreams. Had one the other night where I was in an airport only instead of going down the long expandable walkway to get to the plane it was a very narrow slide, not unlike a waterslide tube only much tighter, if you were fat you wouldn't fit. Then when I got to the end I was compact with my arms to my side, waiting for someone to open the trap door at the bottom. A few minutes passed and I was deciding if I should scream or have a panic attack as claustrophobia began to set it, then I abruptly awoke. When eating my raisin bran in front of the Today Show a little while later, I saw where a 16 year old girl and 65 year old man in rain soaked California had been killed by way of mud slide. Then I got to wonder about dreams, as so many are very realistic, what if when you have vivid dreams you are in some other reality sharing experiences with others, only you wake up and they don't. Last month I had a dream where I was driving a little car fast and went flying off the road into the air and I thought "oh, I'm dead this time" and woke up. What if someone at that same time left the roadway and really was in the car? Hillary Swank had the recurring dream she saved someone's life and finally after several months decided she should take a life saving class, and did. Shortly thereafter when she was walking through an airport a man fell to the ground in cardiac arrest and began to turn blue. Newly trained, she immediately started CPR and did so until the paramedics arrived. He didn't make it. Now the question is whether or not she'll at some future time truly save someone's life with her newly learned skilled, as the dream indicated, or if this time she simply avoids the awful feeling "God, I should've taken that CPR class afterall, I could've saved him." Dreams are very instructive, but also need to be held at a distance so we don't drive ourselves crazy wondering the significance of each. The question remains, which ones do we listen to and which ones do we put out of our mind and try to forget? Well, that's all the cheerful thoughts for now.